给自己

七月分要过去了，这一个月没有照顾好自己的博客，也没照顾自己的学习，每天实习回到学校，感觉脑子里面一天可用的细胞全部用在了实习的地方，空白的脑子看东西的效率低的可怜，看我的博客就可以知道我这个月干了什么，只有那个TCP/UDP通信的程序，并且到目前还没有学彻底。本来不打算在这里唠叨自己的生活，只想在这里激励自己学习，今天忽然想起了这个好朋友，为7月做个结尾。

只能说本来有很多我可以利用起来的时间，我没能充分利用。ns2好久不碰了，vc一直在用，但自己学习上的进展却很少。本来想的这个月把socket给搞定，下个月开始做vc的题库，现在只好两者一起进行了，并且我还得给自己多添加一项：英语。许久不看英语，丢了一大半。

下面是电影《风雨哈佛路》里面的台词，给自己，也给看到这些文字的你。

the world moves, you just suspect, it cannot have without you, situations are not conducive what you can do yourself, someone also needs, someone also plays, is going to be stronger than your sits, think people just get frustrated without get harsh, life can be， so They spent their time drilling on that frustration and we calling it anger, keep their eye shot to the wholeness of the situation, to all the little tiny things that it have come together it what it is.

“世界在转动，你只是一粒尘埃，没有你，地球照样在转动。现实是不会按照你的意志去改变的，因为别人的意志会比你的更强些。生活的残酷会让人不知所措。于是有人终日沉浸在迷茫彷徨之中，不愿意睁大双眼看清形势，不愿去想是哪些细小的因素累积在一起造成了这种局面。” 

 because I was so intowards my mother and dad that I have a chance to see how this little tiny things get together and to make the final product. So, I was never inclined to think why this and why that, I knew why.Not as I was happy about it, if I was always sad about it all the time, but I was very accepting, I was very accepting that I was always knew that I can get out.