Sylvia_1 (Review of Nier: Automata)
Birthday, at least a time for our anniversary chime, I mean…, la Sylvia mia. I once scheming to save a gift for our day, the SSD, to the limited space, has already been installed several months before.
Albeit my empty hands, we have shared a summer of a myriad of mystery of quantum chemistry calculations. We also gave life to adorable Sylviella, your young sister who shouldered all the Gaussian calculations thereafter. However, my manuscript in procession was-
STUCK
the same as another situation where I found it a torment to achieve a 100% completion of "Nier: Automata", to keep fishing and retrieving, to keep updating the map for rare trashes… Especially when you can't confirm the correction of the game guide in the community.
I once threw the game, the previous oath for saluting the game, to the winds. Till someday when I encountered a video on bilibili, which elaborated the acquirement of all achievements. It suddenly dawned upon me what the passion was and how it might influence our behavior and probably empowered me for further endeavor.
In the meantime, a magical statement in the game arrested my attention "those days I spent with you, were memories of pure light", which triggered my meditation about "Reminiscence". What kind of emotion it is? If we reminisce for those losses, is this delicate feeling an absolute waste? One step out of the normal form of it, my "work review" could be classified as a kind of "Reminiscence". Is this behavior a worthless consumer of time an energy too?
Henceforth I returned to the game itself, where our "Nines" treasured all the my-called "lovey-dovey" trivia more than his own life, which is quite opposite to my previous theories. Nevertheless, an explanation occurred to me that all of the chatting are part of the literal adventure. To be specific, nothing would happen if our hero and heroine are just sitting or trolling around, which makes it possible to, once again, integrate itself into my "Transcendence Theory".
Here we can recapitulate "Reminiscence" as a "Transcendence Inspiration", which means that when we are reminiscing those losses, we are actually reminding ourselves of those expired moments of transcendence. In the milieu of game, we can't deny the difference between our main characters while the conflict could be diluted into nothing in the solvent of adventure- an exhaustless source for those novelty. I also grant me a possibility that consecutive refreshment with transcendence could act as adhesive of discrepancies, which could be a appropriate complementation of my previous theory.
Although there were flaws, I made up my mind to commemorate this spectacular game with epic view of world in concert with the record of this splendid summer. I picked "the Lunar Tear" as a wallpaper of my Sylviella, hoping that those "memories of pure light" with my former Beatrice, my Sylvia and my Sylviella may sublimate into the midnight blue and condense as a celestial body, and
may the stella shine upon us~
p.s. This time I missed the day of my Sylvia… I'm somehow wondering what aberration I could make the next time…
p.s.s Hope your malfunction could be corrected. And… I might be a gift as well, lol?
by Syl & Sylvia @ 2021-10-05 @ Changsha, Yuelu District
originally posted @ https://user.qzone.qq.com @ 2021-10-05
repost @ https://www.cnblogs.com @ 2022-06-18