Not in a good mood.

　　I went to NJ for a business trip on Monday. In the dinner, I drank some alcohol and woke up early the next morning. It was about 5 o'clock. It was still dark outside. And I texted her. Maybe pornary and offensive, and I regret for what I did. And she even didn't talk to me for a single word, which started driving me in a very bad mood till now. I know I love her. But why I did this to her? So crazy. She will not even bothered to pay any attention on me. I think she has ignored me and will never talk to me again. It's what I did, and I deserve these bad things. If there's someone to be blamed, it would be me. Will you give me a chance again?