真正的危机不是机器人像人一样思考,而是人像机器一样思考。 ——凉宫春日的忧郁

暑假集训D21总结

考试

今天考了一大圈 不可做 题

本来是爆零的,后来把数据改了一下,成功暴力骗了5分= =

刷题

无限水题$ing$,然后就$GG$了

生活

不开心$ing$,没有啥好写的

今天就是莫名的不开心

《When I'm Gone》——Eminem

  Yeah...
  It's my life...
  My own words I guess...


  Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
  Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
  When they know they're your heart
  And you know you are their armour
  And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
  But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
  And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
  What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
  "Daddy look what I made",
  Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
  "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
  I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy“
  Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself“
  I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
  Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
  And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
  That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
  Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...shady


  And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
  Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
  Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
  And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
  Just smile back
  And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
  Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
  Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
  And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
  Just smile back...


  I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
  She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
  "You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
  Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more,
  "Daddy you're lying
  "You always say that, you always say this is the last time
  "But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
  She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
  "Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!
  Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
  It's got a picture,
  "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'
  I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
  These fuckin' walls must be talking,
  cuz man I can hear \'em
  They\'re saying \"You\'ve got one more chance to do right\" - and it\'s tonight
  Now go out there and show that you love \'em before it\'s too late
  And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
  It\'s turns to a stage, they\'re gone, and this spotlight is on
  And I\'m singing...


  And when I\'m gone, just carry on, don\'t mourn
  Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
  Just know that I\'m looking down on you smiling
  And I didn\'t feel a thing, So baby don\'t feel no pain
  Just smile back
  And when I\'m gone, just carry on, don\'t mourn
  Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
  Just know that I\'m looking down on you smiling
  And I didn\'t feel a thing, So baby don\'t feel no pain
  Just smile back...


  Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
  The curtain closes, they\'re throwing roses at my feet
  I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
  They\'re screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
  I glance down, I don\'t believe what I\'m seeing
  \"Daddy it\'s me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,\"
  But baby we\'re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
  \"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren\'t leavin\'
  \"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
  \"And I bought you this coin,
  it says \'Number One Dad
  \"That\'s all I wanted,
  I just want to give you this coin
  \"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone
  But baby wait, \"it\'s too late Dad, you made the choice
  \"Now go up there and show \'em that you love \'em more than us
  That\'s what they want,
  they want you Marshall,
  they keep.. screamin\' your name
  It\'s no wonder you can\'t go to sleep,
  just take another pill
  Yeah, I bet you you will.
  You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
  I hear applause, all this time I couldn\'t see
  How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
  I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
  Put it to my brain and scream \"die Shady\" and pump it
  The sky darkens, my life flashes,
  the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
  That\'s when I wake up, alarm clock\'s ringin\',
  there\'s birds singin
  It\'s Spring
  and Hailie\'s outside swinging,
  I walk up to Kim and kiss her
  Tell her I miss her,
  Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
  Almost as if to say..


  And when I\'m gone, just carry on, don\'t mourn
  Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
  Just know that I\'m looking down on you smiling
  And I didn\'t feel a thing, So baby don\'t feel no pain
  Just smile back
  And when I\'m gone, just carry on, don\'t mourn
  Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
  Just know that I\'m looking down on you smiling
  And I didn\'t feel a thing, So baby don\'t feel no pain
  Just smile back...

posted @ 2017-08-15 21:21  Hzoi_Mafia  阅读(117)  评论(1编辑  收藏  举报
我们都在命运之湖上荡舟划桨,波浪起伏着而我们无法逃脱孤航。但是假使我们迷失了方向,波浪将指引我们穿越另一天的曙光。 ——死神