December 12th 2016 Week 51st Monday
Nothing is impossible for a willing heart.
心之所愿,无所不成。
I wish I can be a strong, clever, powerful and rich man.
Is it possible?
Maybe the only thing I can do is sitting down and waiting my doom.
But what is my doom?
I once wrote an imaginary biography of myself, in the article, I said I died in the wilderness without anybody recovering my body and left it for the animals.
Did I say in the article that I would be alone all my life and my whole life would be a fight against poverty and failure?
I forget.
You know what charm is: a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question.
你知道,魅力就是不用问得很直白,就能得到肯定的答复。
I want to be asked clear question, and then I will give the right answer.
And I want to get the clear answer after I ask the questions.
Severals days ago, I was really bothered with having no answers from the girl I am trying to chase.
Maybe I am not charming enough and my characteristics are not attractive for her.
Let it be. I have already chosen to give her up and try to go after a gril who is also a coder.