[Idea] Work is not everything!

 
Once a time, I really worried about many things.
In my university, I worried about my final exam. Actually, the result is not so bad.
After the work, I worried about the performance. So I always work over time, and I try my best to treat the task, I always stayed late with my team members. I worried about my future.

I hope I can be a good, or even excellent, compared with my colleagues. But at last I found I am nothing, even I found I am the last person in the course in other people's heart.

Then I feel really depressed! Hard work did not bring me what I want. I sacrifice lots of things, but gained nothing. And I turn back to the starting line. But time will not turn back.

Then I ask myself, what is the meaning of the life? What is the meaning of the work? What is my purpose? What is my goal? Where do I really want to go? What is my really dream?

Sometime I doubt about myself, I negative my choice. Then I feel hopeless and suffering.

Two week ago, I prepare for an inner interview of Microsoft. But I feel hopeless. But every people in the team all make a good prepare for it and have a good wish. Then I began to worry about it and I felt afraid of it. Then time past and past. There is some bad result for most of my team colleagues. I feel very surprise and sorry for the news.  I failed with no suspense. That is in my anticipation. So I am not very depressed.

But I think I needn't worried about the interview in the first two weeks and also no need to be afraid. How silly of me!

Work is not every thing! You should make a priority for your daily work. Make a good prepare for your future and not just focus on the performance. You should know your weakness and schedule a plan to remedy it.

So, first take care of yourself, take care of your body, take care of your parents, and take care of your friends.

That is the P1 (Priority One) case!  Not the task!