About My Really Opinion (To speacial person )

                                                           
                                                          About My Really Opinion

       Today is Saint Valentine's Day( 情人节 ), But I am single.  I don't know it's lucky or  pitiful. 
   
        In my opinion , I always think every boy like the beautiful girl that they have the wonderful stature . I am a common girl . I grown up in a small town and live with my grandparents. Beacuse My parents have to work and earn some money to bring up their children.  They had no time to look after us. Maybe I got my farther's character, I have a big bone structure. And then ,I  looks very fat. Certainly, There are some fattiness in my body. Form young to now , I always think everyone is better than me. Even if I could got high score in middle-school , Even if other person thought i could find good job. I felt I lived in the dark corner.Nobody care me and Nobody want to chat with me . I often cried in my bed ,though I looked very happy in day. My colleague that they can get along with me for long time felt I am a active girl. But Who know my thinking. Maybe everyone has this problem like that, not only me. Just beacuse of the point , i perfer face to computer to communion  with other people. beacuse I believe Computer can give me really idea, but person don't . I always want to know the really thinking , beacuse I hate everyone cheats me. 

       In my deep heart, I bless everyone can get happiness indeed and everyone be happy anytime. If I ask someone to do something, I wish he want to do , beacuse I don't want to ask somebody to do something that he don't want to do . beacuse I hope everyone be happy in my eyes. Sometimes ,I will try my best to do something, Even if the thing is so hard, difficult or dirty. At that time, I don't want to bother others. I know it's not good. Some friend asked me to change it.  They said :"if the person is your best friend indeed, he don't care this. when you meet some troubles, he will come and help you."  Maybe I should change it. beacuse I feel I am very tired, if I go on use the way to live.

      I hope I can find a good boy , get along with me, look after with each other and enjoy our whole life. beacuse we need protect, care,like,and love.  And our familys can give us some blessings. It's my dream. and I hope I can get these as fast as possible.

Q&A:
Q: If you like a girl ,which aspects do you love ?
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Q:If you like a girl , what will you do ?
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   Who can tell me?