Guilty as Sin

Drowning in the Blue Nile
沉醉在 Blue Nile 的歌里
He sent me Downtown Lights
他发给我一张 Downtown Lights
I hadn't heard it in a while
我有段时间没听过了
My boredoms bone deep
我发自骨子里的厌倦
This cage was once just fine
这样的束缚我曾经还觉得不错
Am I allowed to cry
我可以哭吗
I dream of cracking locks
我梦着摆脱束缚的锁链
Throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks
把我的生活扔向野狼或者海滩的石头
Crashing into him tonight He's a paradox
今夜撞见了他，他如此拧巴
I'm seeing visions
如梦似幻
Am I bad or mad or wise
我是不是疯了，还是我其实理智
What if he's written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind
倘若他在我腿上写下“属于我”其实只是我的幻想
One slip I'm falling back into the hedge maze but what a way to die
一不小心我便深陷无尽深渊，这是怎样的死法
I keep recalling things we never did
我回想哪些未曾做过的事情
Messy top lip kiss how I long for our tryst
我渴望着我们的幽会
Without ever touching his skin
不曾触碰他的肌肤
How can I be guilty as sin
我怎会如此愧难以当
I keep these longings locked
In lowercase inside a vault
Someone told me
There's no such thing as bad thoughts
Only your actions talk
These fatal fantasies
Giving way to labored breath
Taking all of me
We've already done it in my head
If it's make believe
Why does it feel like a vow
We'll both uphold somehow
What if he's written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind
One slip I'm falling back into the hedge maze oh what a way to die
My bedsheets are ablaze
I screamed his name
Building up like waves crashing over my grave
Without ever touching his skin
How can I be guilty as sin
What if I roll the stone away
They're gonna crucify me anyway
What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy
If long suffering propriety is what they want from me
They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly
I choose you and me religiously
What if he's written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind
One slip I'm falling back into the hedge maze but what a way to die
I keep recalling things we never did
Messy top lip kiss how I long for our tryst
Without ever touching his skin
How can I be guilty as sin
He sent me Downtown Lights
I hadn't heard it in a while
Am I allowed to cry

我可以哭吗