Day 15: Back to blog again

It's been 20 days since my last journal. I'm back now and I'll continue things I have done yet.

The first day of 2014, huh. 2013 has past and I'm appreciate of what it brought to me, sadness, happiness and elseever. I finally escaped from one of the most dark sides of my mood. This is the most unexpected gift I received in 2013. I certainly have other dark mood I still need to work out in the new year. For example, I can't concentrate on things important and everytime I wast most the time, I begin to run away from the real world, hoping that I don't need to get up to work. But that won't help in the end. After spending a long time in the bed, I still have to get up and face the reality. The problem is that I have already waste time and this makes me scared. And I can't stick to a thing. Like I've decided to writhe journals and exercise every day, but I quitted eventually. 

 

Ok, I'll still keep what I've decided in mind and even if I interrupt, I'll pick things up. That's what I should do in 2014.